I’m so effin over with my being so idealistic ’bout life! Who wouldn’t be? I’ve spent like more than 4 years working onboard. Waking in the evening as if it was morning!(yeah night shift ?) Pretending I’m happy even if I’m totally not. Missing Christmas, New Year, loved ones’ special day and even missing my own birthday! I have my fair share of regrets in life but the thing I regret the most is not having to live the way I wanted it to be. Well it sounds overrated but yes we can’t really have everything we want in life!
Yes..working and travelling at the same time is very rewarding. But it has its cons as well. Been thinking of quitting this job for like a gazillion times but I still ended up hook on it. A career on a ship is like an addiction as much as you would want to quit you keep on coming back to it. I hate to admit it but this is now my comfort zone. Acceptance? yeah I’m trying so hard.
Now, am I happy with my job? Hell ya! I’m trying to be. It’s all in the state of mind. LIVE like there's no tomorrow, LOVE like you’ve never loved before LAUGH like nobody cares! 
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